The room was a mirror
Reflecting and refracting the pieces deeply suppressed
Each beat
Each reverberation shattering reality
Remembrance is cruel
The smell of beer and the sound of laughter
Once so comforting
Curl my belly into writhing knots
Standing here I question everything
Every change
Every moment
From then until now
You
Me
Them
This
The only explanation is
That we lack one
